Cranthan

 i think something thats been forgotten amongst people is the importance on individuality. we are our own people, we write our own stories, and yet we rely on other people for our happiness and identity now more than ever. i believe its because of social media, where we've became so attached to these little pop ups and algorithms, giving us a little boost of dopamine and such, that we've forgotten raw human connections, especially within relationships. a lot of people i know say stuff along the lines of "oh once i get into a relationship ill be happy" or "she can fix me" which can obviously be jokes but on the off chance they arent jokes, its really sad. relying on someone else for your happiness is the worst thing you can do, and i think the reason why relationships, whether that be friends or loved ones, dont last that long anymore, is because theres a lack of connection, which explains why people are so quick to jump between on relationship to another. it isnt for love, its to fill a void in their heart, where self-love would go. its sad to see and i believe its killing individuality. of course theres also individulity in art and creativity and such but im not going to go down that conversation right now. just something ive been thinking of.

entire

 i finally dropped a track on soundcloud. itsd called life stone and i think its pretty cool. it sounds like something icytwat would make, which is cool. if im being honest, i think for my first tape or album, i want to go in the devon hendryx direction type of productiom. theres something so addictive with his beats. i really like tjem and thats what i tried to do here but i ended up with a more cloud trasp style, which isnt bad. i think its a really good beat.

heb

 im super proud of my instagram accoutn. i love my phoyos and i will continue posting them until ive exhauted ever possible photo place in edmotnon. i wouldnt call myself a photographer tho. i would say im someone who likes taking photos.

timfany

 its valentines day today. i have no one to celbrate with. but im not sad about it. in fact, im feeling pretty good. i have a song im making that i think will be fire, schools going well, summers close, good job. im doing alright. also, i know i said a couple posts back that i wouldnt focus on girls anymore, but im  not really putting so much energy into it. but i would if i could, because this girl is nothing ive ever seen before. she has my humour, my music taste, her style is insane, she likes drawing and photography and shes also into video games. also shes incredibly pretty. i would go for her, but i dont think she likes me like that and we've barely talked really. kinda bums me out but its alright. i have music anyway.

, somf

 im a huge fan of jpegmafia. i love his music because its just so cool. i really like his older version though, devon hendryx. its more cloud rap and i really like it its really good. it really makes me wonder, how did an artist as good as him go unnoticed for so long? its insane. and i got to thinking. imagine if we never found jpegmafia annd he was still underground asf. that would be insane, and its crazy to think about that sonmeone out there right now is making music that good but doesnt have any sort of attention. i hope that wont be me. but part of me does becayuse i would rather have a smallish cult following that really likes my music than a huge one that only listens to the most popular stuff. my favortie album by devon hendryx is joechillworld.

also, lil b is a weird fucking dude. his music sucks most of the time but when he really tries hes actaully a crazy lyracist. too bad hes a scammer pedo........................

retring

 the title looks like it says retiring but im not retiring. ive honestly decided to stop focusing so much energy on girls and other dumb stuff like social media (not that i was shwoing much energy in those 2 thiungs). where energy goes is where results show and thats really important to me. i want to mkae art for a living. i want to mkae music and clothes and painting and drawing and films and photos. i want it all. i want to be what i want to be. and i can't do that when im focusing on people who dont care and arent tryna grow, scrolling and doing dumb shit. i have to lock in because its now or never. at least now i have the room to make mistakes. imagine im 25 and still doing this bullshit where i say im makingm usic but not releasing shit. its fucking annoying and i will now, focus on myself, school and my interests. i plan on learning about music like im starting from 0 and i will make music for a living. i do get demotivated and i am a perfectionist, which limits my ability to learn, but i wont let that stop me.

also what the fuck is up kanye??? what a faggot. get help unc

Etriger

 ive mentioned before in this blog that ive made a clothing brand some what and ive always been interested in fashion, and the brand i made was going to be called Novella. i made that around 9th grade. but, i recently came up with something a couple days ago called Tree Of Life. its a brand that will focus around nature themed clohtes, mostly tops and accessories, and ill have a second brand. kind of like BBC/Ice Cream, called Novella, which will be lots of early Bape/Frutiger Aero type of colours and styles, because i like colorful looking clothes, that still manage to be fresh and not to "busy" in a sense. ive designed the store, how i would market, how i would use my profits (x% goes to planting trees and helping environment) and more stuff. like for example, the hangers would be tree branches and i would have mini fake trees in the store, where i would hang the newest and freshest releases on the branches. i think its a pretty cool idea, and ive already sketched up some ideas for it. i hope at some point i can go for it because i think it would be pretty cool......................