retring

 the title looks like it says retiring but im not retiring. ive honestly decided to stop focusing so much energy on girls and other dumb stuff like social media (not that i was shwoing much energy in those 2 thiungs). where energy goes is where results show and thats really important to me. i want to mkae art for a living. i want to mkae music and clothes and painting and drawing and films and photos. i want it all. i want to be what i want to be. and i can't do that when im focusing on people who dont care and arent tryna grow, scrolling and doing dumb shit. i have to lock in because its now or never. at least now i have the room to make mistakes. imagine im 25 and still doing this bullshit where i say im makingm usic but not releasing shit. its fucking annoying and i will now, focus on myself, school and my interests. i plan on learning about music like im starting from 0 and i will make music for a living. i do get demotivated and i am a perfectionist, which limits my ability to learn, but i wont let that stop me.

also what the fuck is up kanye??? what a faggot. get help unc