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 im almost done my 11th grade year and i cant help but feel bittersweet about it. it was aweosme. so many fun times with friends in class and out of school. met some cool people. made music and listened to a lot of new stuff. but theres also the crushing realization that im not going to be a kid forever. as i approach my 12th grade year, i really wonder where did all those times as a kid go, where they are nothing but fleeting memories in my mind, but at one point i probably had the best day ever at 6, something that ill never remember. really makes you realize that we dont have a lot of time. those 10 years since i was 6 really went by in a flash and i really just dont know where im going. i have a feeling that ill probably end up working at a walmart or convience store or something like that, homeless, or dead. i dont think theres an inbetween. i hope , the bare minimum, to work a good job and i can enjoy my time on earth before its gone. my dreams are to make it with my music and art. i dont know why 1 year feels like forver but in 10 years that 1 year will be nothing but a memory that i will remember for a split second, getting hit with the same feeling i have now thinking of my childhood.

cantore

 shout out to nature and cities aviv

dantan

 the need for validation and the need to be liked in this society is ruining peoples individuality. you were born with a unique set of fingerprints, brain and body that is unique to you and only you. why waste that blessing to pretend to be someone youre not for someone who doesnt even care? be yourself i swear its not that hard these people really dont matter that much in the end. if youre worried about people liking you you just havent found your people. find your people and be happy because at the end you are the only person you have.

nan

 i fucking love grilled cheese sanwiches so much. easliy my favorite food. all these influencers on tiktok have stupid dishes like "braised chiken with a honey wine reduction" or some shit like that. just shut up bro

anteri

 i just got back from victoria and it was super fun. its not like morocco where its a whole other country to explore but we still walked around and took in some sights and the ocean. also one of my favorite restaurants is there called red fish blue fish. 10/10 i love victoria. time to lcok in for exams and summer time will be goated. next beat either 2000s or griselda. thinking of making a 2000s type beat album.

A

 I really feel isolated. I have problems but I don’t feel comfortable enough to talk to my friends about it because I don’t want to be a burden and I can’t talk to my mom about them either for similar reasons. I feel bad because she’s been through so much and here I am with everything I’ve ever wanted and needed to have a good life and I’m acting all bitchy about my problems like a baby. That said I really need to talk to someone. I really just need to talk abkut what’s affecting me since I was a kid. I really feel like I’m losing it 

intinbin

 i do not want an office job when i grow up. i want to make art and explore the world. why can't the world be better like that

ferba

 yesterday i saw seomthing that had me thinking all day yesterday and today. i was on my bus to work when we stopped at a school bus stop. a couple students got on and nothing much happened out of the ordinary. to set some context, there was a homeless guy sleeping in the far corner of the bus like the very back corner of the bus. as the bus was already fairly packed, a student had to sit next to him. this is when he did something that has stayed on my mind. he reached into his backpack, took a granola bar, and put it in the homeless guys backpack he was sleeping on. it doesnt seem like much but to me it seemed like everything. where did that go? where did basic human kindness and empathy go? now it just seems like people are only nice to beenfit themselves or even purposfully hurting others. i dont know how or why this has been a trend but i hate it. why has being rude to one another become such a trend? we come into this world screaming and crying, not aware of whats happening and our parents before us the same and their parents the same. no one knows what they're doing, so why not just be nice to each other for the (possibly) limited amount of time we have on this planet? is it that hard to be a good person?

acuran

 i just dropped my new song on soundcloud and its probably my best ill be honest. i love all the layers i added and even though its really repetitive i think its like some early odd futture/devon hendryx which is what i was going for. thats probably what my first mixtape will be.