Yatile

 I’ll be honest here, I don’t think I’ll be in a relationship anytime soon. It’s weird, I like the idea of a relationship but I’m scared to be in one. I don’t get people on a regular basis, let alone being in a relationship. And excuse me if this sounds really pretentious but I don’t think I’ll be in a relationship anytime soon. Idk what it is. I try to be nice and respectful but it’s so difficult there’s so much stuff I don’t understand. I’m friends with a lot of people, girls included but it’s nothing serious. Honestly I would just someone to talk to about stuff yk. Music and life and random stuff like why does cranberry juice exist. It’s a bit frustrating because when I try to talk about this, my friends say I’m acting like a “pick Me” but I’m really not trying to. I feel incredibly lonely because I barely have someone to talk to and most of my friends are in relationships. I don’t know, I’ll figure something out. Right now I’m happy with myself but I’m really starting to think I won’t have someone ever.