asynide

 i dont know or understand a lot of things, but one of the things i actively try to learn about because i know nothing about it is social conventions. like what the fuck are social cues and why am i expected to learn them. it confuses me. as well as relationships. not even romantic ones, i mean like friends and stuff. everyday people tell me they dont talk to someone because they're fake. im so confused because why is everyone so fake and why can no one communicate well. even if they do, the person they communicate it to is usually so self-deluded they dont even feel like they have any flaws. its so dumb this shit is so fucking stupid.