nep

 im going to morocco soon. for a month. thatll be pretty fun, cant wait. im bringing my camera for a lot of photos. now that summer is coming to a close, i cant help but just really wish i could restart it. i didnt make any music. im so disappointed. i wish i could've made more but honestly i havent found the motivation to do so. i hope i find it soon................

one

 i usually dont like talking about these types of things because they are incredibly stupid  but this is a blog just  fro my thoughts about anything and everything. so here's my thoughts today. i think people who are against abortions are fucking stupid. first off, to have an abortion, the baby has to be at a certain development point where they aren't technically alive but not dead either, so they wont feel pain. its not murder because they arent alive. second, who the fuck cares what women do to their bodies. its their bodies. wehy are grown ass white crackers doing fucking saying they cant have abortions. what if they get raped? guess that doesnt fucking matter because bob johnson's wrinkly ass over here says "abortion is murder she can raise" fuck off. you're a stupid cunt that would rather care about an unborn, not alive fetus than an already alive person struggling. you're a faggot and idgaf what anyone says, women should not have to listen to men about what they have to do to their bodies.

.the hate against women is unwarranted

 i never understood hate in general against certain groups, especially women. they bring life into our world, why would we think lesser of them? if anything, i think we should honor them more and have harsher punishments for rapists. that being said, i listen to a lot of music which usually contains some pretty silly lyrics involving women and tbh if i started rapping, it would probably be the same lyrics, but i dont think that juxtaposes it at all. i think action speak louder then words.

rappa

 i made a song recently and i think its honestly my favortie ive made, but soundcloud isnt letting me upload it. ill keep trying things but my theory is because i sampled a song and the copyright isnt allowed, which sucks and also doesnt make sense because so many artists sample copyright stuff and post it. its so annoying and im want to crash out. trump has aura now

entep

this sucks. ive been talking since may about how awesome it would in summer when i have no work and i can make all the music i want. but recently ive felt really demotivated. ive felt this feelihng for a while actually. for some reaosn, since i was like 11 or 12, i felt like ive been spectating my own life and it really fuck sme up. not to mention some days i cant eat or sleep and some days its hard to even think about \anything, so i end up just laying in bed and watching on my phone. ive searched it up on google and did some online quizzes (no slef diagnosing) and it says im probably depressed. fuck that. i hate being sad and shit. fuck all this bullshit. my mom refuses to taker me to a doctor so when i turn 16 im visiting a doctor myself. we'll see what happens.

pos

 i hate. the Kardashians. so much. they have no talent. why the fuck are they popular. someone explain.