Thursday, June 26, 2025

gingki

 i just made my favorite beat ever and its amazing holy moly

Monday, June 23, 2025

hantan

 ok so im thinking a devon hendryx mixtape to start, but im also pracricing some pharrell beats, cities aviv beats and some early odd future beats. i feel like those are the most enjoyable to make. and at some point ill make a griselda and jpegmafia beat here and there. no promises for mixtapes tho

Friday, June 13, 2025

iter

 probably wont post for a while, studying for finals

made a pharrell type beat, but i should keep practicing it doesnt sound THAT much like pharrell. regardless i love zenology

Tuesday, June 10, 2025

dars

 i havent done my monthly posting of music but thats only because of school. its finals week so im really trying to focus and get good marks. this summer i want to make more music and produce for other people and also myslef.

Friday, June 6, 2025

lang

 i failed my math test today. well i didnt do it today. i just got my mark back. im pretty fucking pissed at myself. i dont get it. a year or 2 ago when i started this blog i said something similar about math. i have the same problem. i did dog shit on one of my tests and i feel like im a complete failure. i have a 57% average. i dont know what to do. i have a unit exam tuesday and my final on june 17th. i just need to pass with a 29% or huigher to make it into the class i want, which should not be that difficult. its funny. i used to be a good student. i used to have high 90s in all my classes and i didnt worry much. now i just want to pass math is all. how fucking pathetic. all my other classes are good except for math. im fucking stupid. i want to do well in school to get a good job to help my mom retire and have a good life. shes worked hard all her life and she graduated out of 4 universities. imagine how fucking sad it is that her 16 year old son with everything she couldve needed in life is barely passing math. how fucking stupid are you. fuck this i hate school.

Wednesday, June 4, 2025

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 i might be a fucking retard somwetimes. im genuinly sick of this. i keep doing this and its been like this forever. i hate accidently hurti...