summa

 summer time

iter

 probably wont post for a while, studying for finals

made a pharrell type beat, but i should keep practicing it doesnt sound THAT much like pharrell. regardless i love zenology

dars

 i havent done my monthly posting of music but thats only because of school. its finals week so im really trying to focus and get good marks. this summer i want to make more music and produce for other people and also myslef.

lang

 i failed my math test today. well i didnt do it today. i just got my mark back. im pretty fucking pissed at myself. i dont get it. a year or 2 ago when i started this blog i said something similar about math. i have the same problem. i did dog shit on one of my tests and i feel like im a complete failure. i have a 57% average. i dont know what to do. i have a unit exam tuesday and my final on june 17th. i just need to pass with a 29% or huigher to make it into the class i want, which should not be that difficult. its funny. i used to be a good student. i used to have high 90s in all my classes and i didnt worry much. now i just want to pass math is all. how fucking pathetic. all my other classes are good except for math. im fucking stupid. i want to do well in school to get a good job to help my mom retire and have a good life. shes worked hard all her life and she graduated out of 4 universities. imagine how fucking sad it is that her 16 year old son with everything she couldve needed in life is barely passing math. how fucking stupid are you. fuck this i hate school.

igado

 i fucking love grilled cheese sandwiches