marf

 im so glad the weatjer is good now. i can go outside and not be uncomfortablke because the stupid fucijng countrey i live in has to have -40 degree weather. also the photos will be better. this summer my plans are to 1. go to the gym consistently 2. release at least an album of music 3. enjoy the weather and hang out with friends. i dont plan on staying in the house much except late at night when ill be making music. lately ive been focused on school but ive been cooking up. im about to release a new song and photo post today and im pretty excited.

gentemp

 something i dont understand is people who sit around, not doing naything, not working towarda a goal, abusing drugs and thinking life is cool. it doesnt even need to be school, just work towards a hobby but sitting around vaping, smoking or doing drugs or drinking or anything like that at all? is insane to me like do you not see yourself you'll be homelss and probably fucking stupid when you're older it depresses me.

egger

 this might be controverisal but the way religion is used nowadays is terrible. religion was created by people as rules for how to live properly according to the holy teachings of a god or multiple gods, in simpler terms. back then it worked because of how uncomplicated the world was but now its difficult. my main point is that people use religion as a sort of intimidation tool instead of using it to be better people. people will have "god first" in their bio and make a rape joke on a girls video and think they're the coolest people ever. its so weird and it feels more like religion is a trend rather than it being an actual human belief. theres also the argument that if youre being a good person mainly because of religion then youre not a good person, but i digress. i personally am not religious but i respect and even study religion, because its interesting to see how human natuire and manerisms have been affected by a so called "fake god"

pennysyrus

 i think the only thing thats holding me back from releasing a full album of music is fear of failure and i dont know how to rap. i know i can fix those 2 things pretty easily but its scary. i know i want to do music but i have to figure out how to really start it. ill figure it out. and ill make it.

jug

 its weird. i feel relatively happy but theres this undying feeling of sadness and loneliness in me. i cant tell what it is or where its ocming from. i wish i could mute my brain. i feel so tired because i analyze everything everywhere and it hurts my head. but at the same time i feel happy. idk its so weird. fucking hate school