ner

 i had to unlink my blog from instagram. i had too many of my friends going into the blog and showing people and making fun of me for it. i get we make fun of each other and give each other shit and stuff but idk that genuinely seems like such a shiutting thing to do. i use this blog ad like a personal journal because i have no one to talk to about this shit. most of my friends would make fun of me if i talked about this shit, cant talk to my mom or brother, so i just use it as a journal and idk it seems so weird to make of someone for something like that. maybe im a bit hypocritical because maybe at some point ive made fun of someone for something like this but if i did i didnt intentially try to. its so weird. my friends purposly open it and share it around saying its my blog and making fun of me for it. so weird. its annoying and i got mad but i obvously didnt say anything because they wouldnt care they'll still do it. whatever tho. i dont need it to be on instagram. anyways we started a movie in my social studies class called no mans land and its actually really good. i like it a lot which is funny because most teacvhers pick shitty music. so glad we're almost out of the most boirng month in the world. decmeber ius awesome because of christmas. i hope i get vinyls and a midi keyboard.

ilop

 all my life, ive been "the weird kid." when i was younger, my classmates used to make fun of me for being weird and unathletic. my teachers told me i "thought differently" then other kids and i would get called a robot by some people. my mom always said i have a weird brain and i should go to a doctor to fix it. even now as im older, im still getting called weird and my mom still says the same things. it just got me thinking, why does it matter? can i not just be a fucking human? why do i have to change who i am to fit your expectations of me and why is it so much of a struggle to realize that this is who am i and i cant and wont change. people are weird and i dont like them. i like some people who i consider my friends and family but in general  people are weird and confuse me. i wish i could run away and live in a forest, or move to somewhere like italy and live in the country side with my own farm and house and i would be a 15 bike ride to a local town where i can buy food and hang around, while also pursuing music. thats the dream. i hope i make there someday. fuck everyone. b yourself........................

T

 now that ive let the album marinate a bit, i feel its time i give my opinion on chromakopia. tyler is my favortie artist so it only seems right. first off, he posted a video of the process of making the album, which i thought was dope asf and i hope in the future we get more artists doing the same and maybe ill do something like that oneday. second, the actaul review. not really a review, just more my thoughts. i streamed that album 9 times in a row, with the exception of mac millers discography and veteran as a palette cleanser in the middle, and it got better with every listen. at first, i wasntr a big fan of tomorrow but it grew on me, much like the rest of the album. while i did enjoy this album a lot, tyler has made better no doubt but just looking at this album itself, it is fantastic. i really enjoyed it and it proves that tyler impropves with every new project. i give it an 8.5-9/10 around that area. the first track, st chroma, is in my opinion such a good look into what this album really is in like 1 minute. it starts with some mysterious grunting, to some beautiful melodies and vocals (shgoud out daniel caeser) then the beat switches in such a cool way toqards the end, marking the hard songs on this album. i could really go in depth about this album but i think ill do that another time. rn im going to make music and srt and play video games, probably mortal kombat 11.

sab

 ive been making instrumentals for the past couple months and if souncloud lets me fucking release my music, i could release an instrumental tape. the instrumentals i made i really like and i really want to release them. i might not get a lot of attention based off of one instrumental album, but i like the stuff i made. 

etan

 i got so muich cnady from halloween. this will probably last me till december ay least. anyway, schools going fine. lifes alright rn. my friends ask me "can i hear your beats?" but i dont show them because all they do is make fun of me. if kanye or tyler made any of my beats its getting glazed but when its me then its the worst beat on earth. i hate fake people. anyway, most boring month is here.