summa

 summer time

iter

 probably wont post for a while, studying for finals

made a pharrell type beat, but i should keep practicing it doesnt sound THAT much like pharrell. regardless i love zenology

dars

 i havent done my monthly posting of music but thats only because of school. its finals week so im really trying to focus and get good marks. this summer i want to make more music and produce for other people and also myslef.

lang

 i failed my math test today. well i didnt do it today. i just got my mark back. im pretty fucking pissed at myself. i dont get it. a year or 2 ago when i started this blog i said something similar about math. i have the same problem. i did dog shit on one of my tests and i feel like im a complete failure. i have a 57% average. i dont know what to do. i have a unit exam tuesday and my final on june 17th. i just need to pass with a 29% or huigher to make it into the class i want, which should not be that difficult. its funny. i used to be a good student. i used to have high 90s in all my classes and i didnt worry much. now i just want to pass math is all. how fucking pathetic. all my other classes are good except for math. im fucking stupid. i want to do well in school to get a good job to help my mom retire and have a good life. shes worked hard all her life and she graduated out of 4 universities. imagine how fucking sad it is that her 16 year old son with everything she couldve needed in life is barely passing math. how fucking stupid are you. fuck this i hate school.

igado

 i fucking love grilled cheese sandwiches

h

 im almost done my 11th grade year and i cant help but feel bittersweet about it. it was aweosme. so many fun times with friends in class and out of school. met some cool people. made music and listened to a lot of new stuff. but theres also the crushing realization that im not going to be a kid forever. as i approach my 12th grade year, i really wonder where did all those times as a kid go, where they are nothing but fleeting memories in my mind, but at one point i probably had the best day ever at 6, something that ill never remember. really makes you realize that we dont have a lot of time. those 10 years since i was 6 really went by in a flash and i really just dont know where im going. i have a feeling that ill probably end up working at a walmart or convience store or something like that, homeless, or dead. i dont think theres an inbetween. i hope , the bare minimum, to work a good job and i can enjoy my time on earth before its gone. my dreams are to make it with my music and art. i dont know why 1 year feels like forver but in 10 years that 1 year will be nothing but a memory that i will remember for a split second, getting hit with the same feeling i have now thinking of my childhood.

cantore

 shout out to nature and cities aviv

dantan

 the need for validation and the need to be liked in this society is ruining peoples individuality. you were born with a unique set of fingerprints, brain and body that is unique to you and only you. why waste that blessing to pretend to be someone youre not for someone who doesnt even care? be yourself i swear its not that hard these people really dont matter that much in the end. if youre worried about people liking you you just havent found your people. find your people and be happy because at the end you are the only person you have.

nan

 i fucking love grilled cheese sanwiches so much. easliy my favorite food. all these influencers on tiktok have stupid dishes like "braised chiken with a honey wine reduction" or some shit like that. just shut up bro

anteri

 i just got back from victoria and it was super fun. its not like morocco where its a whole other country to explore but we still walked around and took in some sights and the ocean. also one of my favorite restaurants is there called red fish blue fish. 10/10 i love victoria. time to lcok in for exams and summer time will be goated. next beat either 2000s or griselda. thinking of making a 2000s type beat album.